
Walk the trail with Mary Magdalene, Yeshua, and the Cathars, to embody your soul truth and live real love courageously in this world.
On this retreat, we’ll dive deeply into the true essence teachings and walk this profound way of love. This is a liberation experience unlike any other, and a blessed adventure into the great heart!
Imagine stepping through the veil beyond space and time into a golden realm so rich and deep, where you remember truths that your soul has been waiting to reveal. A land where you can sense and hear so clearly what you’ve forgotten along the road of your life. A place where you feel grounded, connected to all, and enriched by a knowing shared by those who’ve come before you.
With a promise to help as you walk the way of love in the here and now, to carry forth this life-changing flame.

You know who you are and are doing the work… but don’t want to continue to do it alone. You desire transfiguration. Where inner transformation is actualized in the way you talk, walk, and live. You want a spirituality that’s embodied and authentic.
This is your calling.
Allow love to take you. All the way.
You will be supported on every level – spiritually, emotionally, mentally, and physically so you can embody at your fullest who you are and live it in the world, come what may.
Together, we are breaking the spell of separation and bringing the way of love home.
So deep. This way of love. The Cathars and Gnostics walked it before you and I were born, living what Mary Magdalene and Yeshua lit up for us. There are secrets still hidden from our sight. But now these ancient wisdoms and powers are being revealed – For this time, when we need it the most. Beckoning in a mystical land, where heaven and earth unite, and treasures of the soul await.



giving yourself this gift: A whole week in a magical land, filled with poetry, legends, live troubadour music, essence teachings and embodied practices from the way of love, resonant relating, liberation work, ceremony, union dance, stillness, feasting, and sacred power places in nature. In a place where you land home in the living truth. Unite what feels separate in the great heart. Walk together with companions who are deep and real, and with experienced, high-quality support. Experience the way of love daily in the felt presence of the Cathars, Yeshua, and Mary Magdalene. What could unfold for you?
Join us for this ‘fine wine’ immersion retreat in a gorgeous sanctuary nestled in the valley of the river Aude.
YOU are wholeheartedly invited! 💞
This is for you if you are willing to walk through the fire into Sacred Union
Uniting in the heart what feels separate – inside and outside!

“In 700 years, when the lourel blooms, we will return, reclaim our land and rise again”
This was the prophecy spoken by the last Cathars who walked bravely into the fire instead of submitting to the authorities and giving up their faith. Now, 700 years later, secret treasures are waiting to be revealed today in the valley of the Gods, where once upon a time a lineage bloomed, rooted in the mystical teachings and embodied practices for the way of love.
The Cathars, Templars, and Gnostics followed the original path of Mary Magdalene and Yeshua. They created a thriving society, where men and women were held in equal regard, and daily life was infused with heart.
The center of the Cathar land in southern France holds an untapped source of wisdom, kept hidden for centuries. And yet, it’s vibrantly alive and felt in this lush and magical area, where we will gather for a sacred journey into the soul realm and to walk in true love.
On this special retreat, we’ll reside in gorgeous French mansions, nestled in a small medieval town with layers of legends etched into stone. We venture daily into nature to ancient sacred places, cairns, rich stories, troubadour music, and drink from pure wells to connect deeply to timeless truth and our soul’s home.
It’s for all those mystics, adventurers, sincere practitioners, and lovers, who are devoted to living true to their essence and walking the deeper way of love in this world. Read the testimonials below from the people who’ve experienced it.

Whilst this retreat has a clear structure, it also leaves space for you to rest and relish. We let ourselves be guided by the divine hand and follow an organic flow, where we enter the unknown and engage with the great mystery moment by moment, down to earth. That’s why we include our humanity and relatedness, too, to end the misery of separation and experience union.
This brings forth incredible magic, aliveness, and connection, which makes us present to what is truly taking us home.



* Wake up to golden sunlight and the birds singing in the trees
* Indulge in a nourishing breakfast in stillness, that will set you up for the day
* Meditation, spiritual embodiment practice, and essence teachings in the Rose Temple
* Resonant relating to liberate inner barriers of separation into true connection
* Sacred adventure pilgrimage to a mystical power place in nature, where deep activations and experiences will happen
* Swim in the river, bask in love, and relish what’s unfolding in you
* Three-course candlelight dinner, story time, and music
And so much more is included!



Every day, we walk in the footsteps of the Gnostics, Cathars, with Magdalena and Yeshua, and learn & practice the essence teachings to immerse in the holy beyond the veils. Together we’ll steep in deep meditations and stillness at the sacred portals and places in nature, such as: the Fountain de l’Amour, Montsegur, the Isis Throne, the Magdalene Spring and Chapel, and lesser-known sacred places.
It’s a precious opportunity for real soul immersion,
refined alchemical inner work to unite what feels separate into the great heart, as well as aligning and filling with the highly charged energy that arises from these power places. We enter into a deeper initiation journey and bless all that we encounter along the path.
To embody love on all levels – grounded and in a real way.
You can delight by bathing in fountains, rivers, and the healing hot springs, and engage with horses the natural way. We hear stories from a lineage as ancient as the sea and delve into experiencing authentically and directly the way of love. Silent communion, gnostic teachings & stories, deep core spiritual practices, poetry, dance, music, uniting the feminine and masculine in us, and resonant relating skills help us to walk as beloved companions. A guided tour of the troubadour castle and a special private concert is included. And we’ll celebrate Mary Magdalene’s feast day a few days ahead of time.


Together we travel into the great heart beyond all duality, and revel in enjoyment too. As the world isn’t separate from us, our coming together also serves the healing and turning of humanity and our planet.
A refined and bountiful basket of treasures awaits you in this sacred and safely held retreat, where you are gifted a priceless opportunity to unveil, heal, fill, align, reclaim and step forth.





Dates: Our next Retreat begins at 16.00, 3d July and ends at 12.00 on Saturday, 10th July 2027. The retreat in 2026 is fully booked out.
You are welcome to arrive anytime after 12 pm on Saturday. Pickup from Toulouse airport can be arranged.
Where: In the South-West of France, the area of Rennes-le-Château, in the mystical medieval town of Alet-les-Bains at Les Marguerites. The closest airports are Carcassonne and Toulouse.
Lodging: In a classic French luxurious mansion with beautiful living and eating rooms and lush gardens. The swimming pool, meeting room, and special rose meditation sanctuary are available 24/7 solely for our retreat group. Each French-style guest room offers spacious double occupancy (two separate beds) with a private bathroom. A few single rooms (queen-size bed for a couple or single) are available for extra cost. Bed linens are high-end cotton, and everything is created with top quality and great care. We provide full concierge service for this retreat
We’ll share the lavish dinners in the garden by candlelight among the stars. The three-course dinners (vegetarian and fish option) with bio wine or juice from the region, will be lovingly prepared by our wonderful cook, Antoinette. The breakfast buffets are bountiful. With experienced and caring hosts, we ensure your needs are well tended to. We work as a team to provide you with the most loving and amazing stay.
You are in for a treat!
The Cost: Early Bird till Feb 1st: 3690 Euro. Afterwards: 3890 Euro. Couples can receive a discount of 400 Euro. Please apply first
Deposit: Your place is reserved with a €650 deposit.
What’s included: Your gorgeous accommodation for 8 days and 7 nights, daily bountiful dinners and buffet breakfasts, daily pilgrimages to sacred places in nature with a private bus, two private concerts, a guided tour of a Cathar castle, panreuthmy dance, origin teachings, embodied practices etc., tuition and experienced retreat guidance. Full concierge service in the villa to take good care of all your needs.
Transfers to and from the airport can be arranged for an additional fee upon request.
Lunches are family style and allow you to taste the local cuisine in the area. We will provide 4 picnic-style lunches, and 3 lunches will be on your own (not included) so you may enjoy the local restaurants and markets. There will be a snack basket and tea and coffee station for your enjoyment throughout your stay.
For whom: Lovers, Mystics, Adventurers and sincere practitioners who like to go deep, be embodied, enjoy, and live love for real. Whilst this retreat is oriented toward the ancient teachings of Magdalena and Yeshua and the Gnostic non-dual tradition, we welcome all ways that help to realize and embody what is true (you don’t need to join a different spiritual path, if you already have one). We center in the heart.
Read the testimonies from those who attended this exceptional retreat of a lifetime.



This is not a cheesecake walk.
The retreat is more than the usual sacred site seeing tours or superficial new age retreats. We engage in the holy with both feet on the ground, and include spiritual practice, direct experience, and origin teachings that lead to the embodiment of love’s power throughout our wonder-filled and magical days.
This retreat is not for everyone – it is truly a gift to yourself and to the way of love. It is for advanced people, and the group will be small to keep the depth and intimacy of the work and the high level of support. We want to ensure that the right people are present. So we kindly ask that you fill out the application form.
If you know you have deeper soul work that is calling you forward…
If you are yearning for a safe space and experienced guidance to embrace and embody your deepest
truth…
I am here to guide you through it all so you can walk through the fire of love and find your gold in the dragon’s lair.

If this is for you, you will know and feel it…
Want to come? Wonderful! Fill out the application to receive your honored seat at the feast
We are eagerly awaiting you.
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If this is for you, you will know and feel it…
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Apply to receive an honored seat at the Feast.
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❤️ Venture daily into nature to powerful sacred places, discover rich treasures, and drink from pure wells to connect deeply to timeless truth and your soul’s home
❤️ Steep in the essence teachings, stories & embodied practices from Mary Magdalene and Yeshua, the Gnostics and Cathars.
❤️ Walk with the great mystery, moment by moment, to immerse in the fullness of love, whilst embracing your humanity and relationships.
❤️ Experience heaven on earth and the magic that flows here, to bring home into the heart what feels separate – inside and outside. In a grounded and authentic way
❤️ Let your soul take the lead on this deeper initiation and adventure journey – to heal at the core, to refine and strengthen, embodying who you are.
❤️ Allow wounds to heal and barriers to fall – in a safe and integrated way. Engage in the powerful liberation work that naturally transfigures you.
❤️ Unite the feminine and masculine within, and between each other in a healthy way. Experience resonance relating that can take you further than walking alone.
❤️ Delve into legends, hidden secrets, music, felt knowing, and a lineage as ancient as the sea to walk the way of love – for real and alive – in daily life, and this world.
❤️ Enter sacred union with essence practices & teachings from the way of love
❤️ Enjoy a gorgeous retreat sanctuary with concierge service, where you are lovingly cared for, can meditate deeply in our private Rose temple, and feast in abundance!




Nicola is a teacher of teachers, a leader of leaders, and a healer of healers. With 30 years of experience as a Spiritual Teacher, Psychologist, and Hakomi/Trauma Therapist, she brings the Magdalene teachings and the revolutionary way of love into our homes and streets.
She loves what is real and supports you in an integrated way. Highly experienced, deep, and connected, she takes you home. Her wisdom is walked and lived true to the bone. Masterfully, Nicola weaves embodied spirituality with depth psychology, and the mystical with the down-to-earth practical. She is actively leading global immersion retreats and professional trainings, as well as publicly speaking and writing for over 3 decades.
Nicola is not a teacher who sits above and in the beyond somewhere, but rather meets you human to human, and gives a loving hand along the beautiful and rocky way home. She works passionately for the great turning in people’s lives and our troubled, beautiful world.

Antoinette is the great mother of Les Marguerites and has been hosting retreats in this sacred land for the last 15 years. She will be cooking body and soul nourishing dinners each evening and preparing your breakfasts in the morning. Antoinette ensures that all your physical needs during your week here are lovingly taken care of. She is holding the space so that you can relax and focus on your spiritual experience. Antoinette shares stories and her own experiences from her years of living and working in this land. She opens her heart, home, and kitchen to you.

David is a visionary polymath, spiritual activist, and poet, who has led numerous retreats and is deeply steeped on the spiritual path and in the lineage of Yeshua and Mary Magdalena. David will grace us with his presence and teaching for part of the retreat to hold the staff for the healthy masculine, and will share with us his wealth of gifts and heart. He will guide us with a special dance that guides people to unite with the elements of nature and themselves. He has immense experience, potent knowledge and walks the way of love in his own life, whilst he achieved great impact in the world.

Devajani
is a classical pianist since early childhood, who expresses the unspeakable into true soul music. Through her musical creations, Dévayani transports her listeners into a luminous and vibrant universe, the source of inspiration. Her uncanny ability to improvise and translate the soul and energy of a place, a person, an event into healing and invigorating music is deeply touching and catapults people into the arms of the divine. devayani.fr

Rachel Salter
is a master troubadour musician, and storyteller of folklore and legends. She can sing in Gaelic (Celtic) and Occitan (the Cathar language). Rachel weaves music, song, and story into a powerful, magical experience that takes people right into a time and place where you are so mesmerized that you are touched in the soul and rendered speechless. Rachel will grace us with a private concert in the chapel and give us a private tour of one of the oldest troubadour castles in the Cathar Land.
“I absolutely loved my experience on The Way of Love retreat with Dr. Nicola Amadora...
A friend recommended her to me, and honestly, I had no idea who she was or what to expect. Looking back, I’m actually so grateful for that because I was able to meet her without any preconceived ideas—and I was completely blown away.
Nicola brings a rare kind of presence to her work. The retreat was deeply soul-confronting in the most beautiful way. It invited us to look honestly at ourselves, to witness the places where we had closed our hearts, where we had drifted from love, and where we were being called to return. She guided that process with extraordinary wisdom, compassion, and grace.
Nicola is a true alchemist in every sense of the word. What struck me most was her incredible integration. Her profound knowledge of Mary Magdalene and the sacred feminine is extraordinary. The way she seamlessly weaves together spirituality with her background as a psychologist and psychotherapist makes her work unlike anything I’ve experienced. She has an exceptional ability to see both the soul and the human psyche simultaneously, helping people transform without bypassing anything.
She is one of the most integrated human beings I’ve ever had the privilege of meeting.
I leave this experience with immense gratitude, not only for what I learned but also for the opportunity to be in her presence. Meeting Nicola feels like one of those gifts this lifetime quietly offers, and I will carry the wisdom and love of this retreat with me for years to come. Yasmeen Thurayhi, Leader, USA
‘The Way of Love retreat, for me, is a transmission of ancient wisdom for the streets of today…
Nicola shared her lived and profound wisdom with generosity, humility, and loving humor, in an abundant buffet of absorb-only-what-resonates-with-you. Each person receives what is precisely pertinent in their own path. With my life history of accepting submission into abusive relationships and cults, it was particularly refreshing to be able to trust again a teacher who does not seek to control me in any way and who only encourages me to reclaim my personal memory and the power of love and truth that flows through me.
Thank you so much, Nicola, for this purity and liberty I experienced, which feels so natural and joyful. You provide profound, embodied guidance for those of us who wish to be of service without feeling drained by opportunists of doubtful intention. I am learning how to open my heart in the true direction, and to abide in the Love.” Zsanna Sebesteny, Facilitator, France
It’s been the most miraculous week…
I just had the absolute privilege and honor of being able to spend a week with Dr. Nicola Amadora on her Way of Love Retreat. And I can’t say more about the power of her authenticity, the teachings she delivers that come through 40 years of her journey, through her own sacred heart training, through her connection and the Way of Love teachings from Mary Magdalene and Yeshua. We literally walked in the path of both of them; when I say both of them, I mean Nicola and Mary Magdalene. Because we are in Cathar country here, and the level of sacredness in these sites, these lands, you connect with the Earth and with the mountains, and you literally walk the path that the Cathars walked; the teachings seep into you at such an incredibly deep level.
I can’t recommend this retreat highly enough. Nicola’s authenticity and the power of the teachings come through every aspect of what she does. It’s been the most miraculous week, all held together by Antoinette’s unbelievable food and by the energy of Les Marguerites, where we were all held so we were able to really let go to the work and dive deep- and I mean deep. So if you feel called, I say: come, come. Meleni Aldrige, UK
“We experienced such magic, mystery, and great love…
The Way of Love Retreat with Nicola Amadora was a deeply transformative experience for me. It is far beyond what words can say. Nicola embodies such presence, wisdom, and fierce compassion that I felt safe enough to truly open. Through the practices and guidance, I was able to connect with parts of myself I had long buried and remember the strength and tenderness of my own heart.
We formed lifetime friendships and recognized each other from prior lifetimes. We experienced such magic, mystery, and great love. Many beautiful things happened for me on this profound retreat that I will never forget. This retreat wasn’t about escaping life — it was about meeting it fully, with love. I felt more grounded, real, and connected — to myself, others, and to walking this path of love. I’m truly grateful.” Shannon Elliot, Yoga Teacher and Feminine Leader, USA
“This is not an average retreat. It takes you deep to the bone and soul…
“The way of love retreat in the Cathar land has been beautiful and profound. We walked the old lands, visited ancient sites, enjoyed music and dance, and let nature mirror what lived inside of us. This amazing retreat was about remembering what Love truly is and living it, step by step. I experienced the way of embodied Love that Mary Magdalene and Yeshua lived and taught. Not some abstract fluffy spiritual stuff you see so often these days. But the real Love. Fierce, tender, and whole. The kind that is deeply human and embraces all that is here. The light, the dark, the ache, the beauty. The kind of Love that cracks you open.
This is not an average retreat. It’s powerful because it takes you deep to the bone, to the soul.
Nicola is a true master. She guided us in a gentle, loving way. But she also made sure that we didn’t escape what is here, like the resistance, the fear…and taught us how to meet it, and allow ourselves to feel what wants to rise. It cracked me open into love, and I got unstuck from a lifetime of holding.
What I take away from this incredible retreat is true love – for the beauty, but also for the pain that is there. I felt held, feeling seen and met. It’s such a safe container to truly meet everything that is there. I highly recommend it to anyone who wants to walk the way of love for real, from the heart. Because that’s also what we and the world need so much. I am grateful beyond words.” ~ Brenda Balvers, Women Leader, Portugal
I had the most remarkable week. A week where we’ve delved deeper than I ever thought we might into what love really is…
To be able to understand its multi-dimensional nature. To apply it not only for myself, but to our future, to my nearest and dearest around me and also to the world outside. To take that message and have it anchored in the story of Magdalena, Yeshua, but also the story of the Cathars. So any trials and tribulations that we go through in our lives become lighter and easier. We have received a treasure box, full of riches, experiences, tools, and stories that we can use to bring us back on that path.
This is really a transformational experience that will change the shape of my life, the next few decades of my life. I also had an incredible experience that was deeply powerful on the Chair of Isis. An experience where I felt I might die, then it transmuted into a place of sheer bliss. If that wasn’t a strong enough message to get my act together and transition into the next phase of my life, I don’t know what was.
Nicola was remarkable and so authentic. She is a maestro at bringing together threads not only from Magdalena, Yeshua, and the Cathars, but also many, many other traditions and systems across the world. That richness, I think, is unique. I’ve been doing a lot of this kind of stuff over decades; this is probably the most profound experience I’ve ever had. So thank you, Nicola. ~ Rob Verkerk, UK
The Way of Love retreat was an extraordinary experience of transformation…
What an incredible and profound retreat! We went on an inner exploration of what keeps us from the love that we all seek and finding our way into that love. It is a self-exploration that each journeys through by way of teachings, nature, the group, spiritual and partner practices. Each day there are also outings to sacred sites, which hold energies that are highly beneficial to the themes of each day’s teachings. Everything is woven so organically and well. The process is deep, and suddenly you recognize how much has changed.
Nicola Amadora is a precious treasure at a time when spiritual teachers are so prolific, and we can encounter a lot of “costume jewelry or replicas”. She offers Pearls of Great Price. She is seasoned and knowledgeable, as well as having been through the fires herself. It is rather magical how she brings people together. She holds a space and creates a safe crucible for healing and embodied awakening, unlike anyone I have ever known. I found myself willing to figuratively walk into my own personal fire, to burn away the last residues of that which keeps me from love. What happened was quite extraordinary. It came in waves, for everyone in their own time, at their own pace. And yet by the end, everyone had opened more fully to love.
Though the retreat is not directed toward intimate relationships, it inevitably transforms them. I saw the relationships of the couples who attended together change. For one, the walls seemed to drop several days into the retreat during/after an evening of dinner with shared music and dance. The other couple built a deeper, safer, and stronger connection. It was miraculous. I am so grateful I came! ~Nancy Greene, USA
“The way that Nicola delivered the Way of Love teachings was fantastic…
During the Way of Love retreat, I received gifts of greater heart opening and knowing how to walk in the Way of Love, like Mary Magdalene and Jeshua did. To me, this path is a way of embodying all that it means to be a divine human being! I loved visiting the sacred sites in southern France and discovering the energetic openings. The way that Nicola delivered the way of love teachings, while offering a beautiful nest for us to be in, eat nourishing foods, and enjoy a feeling of family and safety within the group, was fantastic.” Lesa Michel, USA
” The Way of Love Retreat gave me all that and so much more…
I was looking for something real to deepen my healing and spiritual practice through the true teachings of Mary Magdalene and Yeshua. The Way of Love Retreat gave me all that and so much more!
I tend to be very serious about how I spend my time and money and about my spiritual growth, and it fulfilled ALL those aspects, but also it was fun, connection, so much laughter and tears, and deep healing for everyone. The Way of Love expanded my view of Love and what gets in the way of Love.
The pilgrimages into nature and sacred sites was done with expertise and support that maximized the experience for each individual, to their level of receiving. Nicola’s sensitive and strong facilitation was the key. She knew when to move in and when to allow and stand back. When to confront and when to let it go. We clearly all felt safe enough to allow Mary Magdalene and Yeshua to come in and move us. To incite what was perfect for our own growth, healing and awakening. The container was safely held. Nicola’s connections and community in the area were a key part of the experience, the musicians, the historians and the cather community welcomed us because they trust and know her.
The location, the facilities, the food and the atmosphere for group and individual time could not have been better. I went for a retreat for my 60th birthday and the Mary Magdalene feast, but received an experience that will take months to digest and integrate. It has also inspired me in many ways in my own work and life. I am so grateful.” ~ Madeleine Eames, Psychotherapist, Canada
“She wove true teachings of the way, deep spiritual and partner practices, holistic inquiry, poetry, story, music, movement, nature, in a seamless stream, which helped everyone…
I was a participant in this very sacred and loving retreat that Nicola provided. Our accommodations and the host’s love, care, and cooking were far beyond the norm. Our group went to spiritual power places sites, historic churches, sacred areas where the Cathars lived, and we were blessed with several concerts of professional and highly gifted musicians that included songs in the Spirit of the Sacred Union of Yeshua and Magdalene, the Troubadours, Cathars, and the Knight Templars.
All of us in our group bonded profoundly in love because of the embodied sacred presence of Nicola. She wove true teachings of the way, deep spiritual and partner practices, holistic inquiry, poetry, story, music, movement, nature, in a seamless stream, which helped everyone. Nicola also guided skillfully and heart-centered the release of patterning in most of the group participants, taught the how and offered integration. Her love, depth, and realness were always present.
With immense respect and reverence, I encourage all who feel the pull of Beloved Mary Magdalene or your soul to go to the retreats Nicola offers throughout the year. Undoubtedly, your connection with yourself and the divine will be far greater, and your heart will open ever deeper to love and truth. As did mine.” ~ Stephen Musacco (aka Akash), Ph.D., USA
“I want to extend my deepest gratitude for your Way of Love Retreat…
Although I knew the week would be about The Way of Love and the teachings, I did not realize how much personal growth was possible in such a short time, because of the love and support from Nicola and this very special group of people. Nicola’s experience, authentic transmission, skill, embodiment, and each member of our group made our week a powerful transformational experience for all of us. Her deep commitment to The Way of Love as a lifestyle was reflected in her teachings and choice of participants. Her carefully chosen group members came from all walks of life, and yet we grew together as a close family unit, with deep new friendships. Our hostess, Antoinette, was supportive in all ways. We had outstanding accommodations and delicious vegetarian meals. If you are interested in both personal and spiritual growth, highly recommend joining Nicola and The Way of Love ~ Helen Jane Will, Canada
“Dr. Nicola Amadora’s Way of Love Retreat was Life – Changing…
When I arrived in Alet Les Bains, I knew I was exactly where I wanted to be – in the literal pulse of “The Land of Yes”. (Occitan/Cathar country). I could feel it. It is a wild and beautiful land that overflows with milk and honey. I loved the sustainable rhythm of this retreat space and location. The teachings and practices, hikes, sacred sites, food, drink, dancing, swimming, temple time, and presentations at Les Marguerittes are now alive and sing forever in my soul.
Each person attending the retreat experienced a monumental shift, change, healing, and transformation. Because of Nicola’s pure teachings, her practice, her outstanding interpersonal exercises, and her healing abilities, I also have left France differently. I found a deep, lasting peace that I have never experienced in my life.
Dr. Nicola Amadora an amazing human being. Over the last 40 years, I have had the privilege of studying and working with some of the greatest doctors and healers on the planet. Nicola is rare. Her integrity, strength, and compassion are unequalled in any human I have ever met. She is a most powerful and embodied teacher. Loving, clear, and brooks no bullshit. She is fearless in the face of challenges that others would walk away from. She is a lioness and she is a dove. Through infinite love and patience and perfect timing, she keyed into any issues that arose and facilitated resolution. Peacefully. No drama. She is so dialed into The Way of Love and the Divine Feminine and Mary Magdalene in particular, that, very oddly, almost weirdly, I found I had to stop myself from calling her Magdalena.
I am also changed simply because of our adventures to the sacred sites in Cathar country. I had two deep and mystical experiences. One on the “Isis Chair” after the Magdalene pools, and the other at the Truth Rock. The sacred waters were transformative. There were other simply unforgettable experiences: Our visit to the famous Troubadour castle Puivert, where we had an intimate concert, and heard the astonishing story of the lake and the White Lady. Meeting Catherine DeCourcy, who is a wonderful historian at Montsegur, and meeting David Lorimer, who brought the union dance and soul poetry to us, was a feast.
The retreat center with the rose temple and the natural pool was healing in and of itself. Yet it was the beauty and the camaraderie of the outdoor garden dinner table she provided that I will never forget. The luscious, locally sourced, beautiful and inspired meals that Antoinette created were of unparalleled hospitality.
Here in this Cathar country are where the legends and practices of Mary Magdalene’s teachings created a peaceful and abundant community for 2000 years. They were interrupted by the crusades for the genocide of the Cathars 700 years ago. The prediction then was that in 700 years the time would return. We have. I certainly felt that it had.
The consciousness within and all around this retreat was pristine, and love flowed true. This retreat was a rebirth. ~ Heather Gurd, Canada
Testimonials from other retreats:
“Nicola embodies the famous phrase that love is stronger than fear…
Her example, every moment of the day in this weeklong retreat- even under extremely challenging circumstances – has proven to me the possibility and the promise of such conviction. It is contagious! I am inspired! She carries such a vibrant torch that you can’t help but catch on fire. Standing beside her, I burn with true desire to live from a place of fierce compassion and love in action. Nicola’s commitment, dedication, and selflessness are palpable and humbling. It has been an honor to walk beside her in nature and the inner terrain of our true nature. Nicola carries the map in her heart and is a blessed guide. Thank you, Nicola. You are a treasured teacher and soul companion in this life for me.” Melissa Mahar, USA
“This retreat cracked my heart wide open.
I felt the veils drop away to meet myself in new layers with such a loving and supportive group. Nicola’s energy and teachings are profound. She has a way of storytelling that is so engaging and finds a way to touch you so deeply on all levels of being. I loved the liberation and permission in held love for full expression, release, and to finally come home to that which has been calling. Thank you so much, Nicola, for your sacredness and for bringing life and joy back home.” Francesca Raffa, Womenleader, UK
“This retreat was just beautiful, full of deep connection with each other, nature, spirit, and ourselves.
Nicola created a very safe container for people to let go into greater depth, and she was finely attuned to each person’s process. Through guided meditations and practices, she led the group into deep presence and resonance. Nicola embodies an incredible combination of profound love and powerful energy that is both catalytic and highly inspirational. By the end of the retreat, I felt more fully connected and also lit up with a powerful call to my next level of purposeful work in the world. I could also sense that each person in the group received something very special. I so appreciate and respect Nicola, and I am very grateful.” Sherri Lassila, USA
“Hearts open and love in action flows out into the world…
What a magical retreat this was! What a joy to witness and experience the personal breakthroughs and expressions of love and caring. Shambala Ranch and the surrounding sacred sites of the giant redwoods, the streams, the ocean, cliffs, wild beaches, and nature’s creatures joining the party – birds, otters, hawks, turkey vultures, deer… and even a whale. All so perfect for making a deep connection to nature, self, and each other through Nicola’s skillful guidance, relating practices, inspirational talks and satsangs, and her loving presence. Hearts open and love in action flows out into the world.” Michael Reppy, CA
“The retreat was fantastic…
Unbelievable, the transformation that emerged in the whole group and me. The structure was whole and safe. It was so profound, honest, and truly life-affirming.” Annelot Borleff, Holland
“I am so grateful to you for guiding the deep inner and outer pilgrimage
with Maria Magdalene and into her profound presence & heart based teachings. I do not doubt that the ripples from this retreat will be ongoing, and I look forward to the deepening process ahead.
What an eclectic mix of women we were on this journey!!!Woah! Coming from all corners of the globe with such diverse backgrounds & personalities~some younger some older, some with an already established relationship to Maria Magdalene and some who were entirely new to her acquaintance and yet you held us ALL in a truly unique container and in so doing, a lifelong community was created~ a sisterhood joined by a common ‘red thread’ and the extraordinary shared memories of our time together in communion with Maria Magdalene.
Guided by your wisdom of this ancient yet inherent path that we were together ‘remembering’, we walked the mystical forest and made our way to the sacred caves.Little did we know at the time that as we followed you up the winding steep track, how unforgettable each day would become. I doubt any of us will ever forget the precious interactions we had with one another on the way either.
What came through so clearly on this retreat is just how contemporary and vital her teachings are today in order for us to navigate what is going on in the world and to anchor into a deeper feminine truth in our bodies. Invaluable!
I would also like to personally thank you, Nicola, for taking me on this path and in this thoughtfully put-together retreat~it was very important to me to find an authentic guide and journey that I could trust. There are so many out there who wear the mantle and sell the MM experience, but your absolute devotion and commitment are so evident and embodied ~you are absolutely the real deal and totally walking the talk in such an authentic way~ it’s in your pores! I can’t imagine having travelled this road with anyone else.“ Phoenix Bath Kohl, Australia
“And I experienced liberation...
I felt how caught up I was in my own bubble. On retreat, I was opening to a domain where everything is welcomed, and love is the only currency. And I experienced liberation!” Colin K., London
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